Monday, July 26, 2010

Let She/He Knows

Tell A Friend..

As I sat there in English class, I
stared at the girl next to me. She was
my so called 'best friend'. I stared at
her long, silky hair, and wished she
was mine. But she didn't notice me like
that, and I knew it. After class, she
walked up to me and asked me for the
notes she had missed the day before. I
handed them to her. She said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love
her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade, The phone rang. On the
other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of
chips, she decided to go to sleep. She
looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me
a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year, the day before prom she
walked to my locker. "My date is sick"
she said, has not gonna go" well, I
didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that if neither of us
had dates, we would go together-just as
'best friends'. So we did. Prom night,
after everything was over, I was
standing at her front door step. I
stared at her as she smiled at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I
want her to be mine, but she doesn't
think of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said- "I had the best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too
shy, and I don't know why.
A day passed, then a week, then a
month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine- but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and don't know why.
Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married. That girl
is getting married now. I watched her
say 'i do' and drive off to her new
life, married to another man. I wanted
her to be mine, but she didn't see me
like that, and I knew it. But before
she drove away, she came to me and
said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Years passed, I looked down at the
coffin of a girl who used to be
my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
"...I stare at him wishing he was mine;
but he doesn't notice me like that, and
I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Until now we remain as best friends, all because of my shyness."


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kek yg da siap masak

WOW!! terasa sgt gembira hari ni! kek yg aku buat menjadi!! 2nd trial after 2 years yg lps aku buat. Actually bukan kek pon. eh tak tahu lah. susah nak describe. kek batik or kek biskut marie?? senang giler nk buat! demi kawan tersyg kat mawar 2, aku buat jugak utk diorang. at first x nak buat. tp bila sume brg da beli..terpaksa lah jugak rajinkan diri menggunakan semua kepakaran yg ade dan bertarung di dapur milik cik senah. lebih semangat lagi sebab guna mesin pengadun yg baru 1st time guna!! HAHA...pukul 11.30 mlm aku start buat kek ni tahu x?? nasib baik adik sedara aku tlg..Nurin n Haziq. erk, Haziq x tlg pon..jd tukang ratah coklat je. ==! aku main cmpak2 je segala bhn. ikut resipi dan teori sendiri. dlm pukul 12.30 kek sume da siap. see, x susah pon nk buat dye. kejap je. after that, sejukkan dlm peti sejuk. AND............pg td bila bangun tidur sgt best sbb kek 2 menjadi!! mmg umpph lah org ckp. eh, terasa mcm puji diri sendiri la pulak. HAHA.. so rakan2 mawarku, ape respon anda?? :D

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p/s: sudah suka memasak!! ;D